Sunday, June 6, 2010

3 down, 3 TO GO!

Yes i can see the finish line that is waiting for me! I"m half way thru! i managed halfway, sure i can manage the rest of the half!
Well finish chem! One subject that im screwed for life! Becuz i luv it soo much..yet i can never get a good score..its like...the subject BEATS ME DOWN! LITERALLI!
But meh, i shud keep hanging in there and i'll get somewhere!:D
Currently giving EVERYONE advices on how to deal with exam pressure and yet i am not gettting anyone to advice me! Im probably twice as much stressed as everyone in school. So kinda pissed that i go off and help everyone and no one turns around for me.
But otherwise, everything is ok i guess. DESPERATELY NEEDS TO SPEND SOME MONEY FOR A SHOPPING SPREEEEE!!! I am dyinggggg to go shopping! I'm going shopping so spend some load of $$$ nxt weekend! Can't wait!
Now that exams are half way..and stress are SUPPOSED to be lowering, my stress level are RISING TO TOP for the results part! Getting through exams is just 50% then getting the results is another 50%. So incredibly STRESSSEDDDDDD OUTTTTT for that occasion.
BUt i know, that even if a get a good score or a bad score, i know i tried my best, and for the final exams i will try harder..and if i still can't get there... then i haven't finished bringing out my optimum best capability.
well thats it for now
EAGERLY WAITING FOR MY 16 BIRTHDAY!!!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

2 down 4 to go

aaaaaaahh the satisfaction of getting out the COLD EXAM ROOMS FILLED WITH DEAD SILENCE. That felt incrediblyyy relieving! 2 hours ws haunting, but time flew considering i ws doing MATHS.
But all in all, good exam. Not bad.
Hopefulli everyone else feels the same.
Well becuz theres no school, life is practically on a low profile, and nothing MAJORLY interesting going around.
Found out some shit going around about me, which wsn't the best way to make my day, but a little pissed and annoyed. And very thankful to the people that informed me about it. :D
Also, constantly getting comments about not being INCREDIBLY NICE TO PEOPLE. As I aparently have a tendency in helping everyone? Which i dnt do intentionally considering that most of the people i help talk bull shit behind my back. So need to correct some wrongs i did.
ON friday, i'll have chem exam. and then long weekennd....RELAXXXXX...nott! PHysics, econs and human bio, I wish i cud relax!
Well nothing else other than that. Will keep posting!

Monday, May 31, 2010

haha! one exam down, 5 to go! hope i 'll make it out alive!
I was soo nervous for the ENGLISH exam that i couldn't stop talking loudly. and i just couldn't stay still. Things otherwise are ok i guess, random and normal shit everyday. As pramod says ' normal GG-ness'. This week i have maths exam on wednesday, and chem exam on friday. Next week i have a human bio exam on tuesday, then econs exam on thursday and finalli, physic exam on friday. I would be 110% releived next weekend and will be 150% releived if i get my desired marks for my exams! Lets hope and pray.
btw to everyone out there reading this, and that goes to rossy and is in year 11 or 12...GOOD LUCK FOR ALL YOUR EXAMS!

Friday, May 21, 2010

ok i realise that i'm blogging more often now! yay!
well todayy ws sort of fun!
woke up in the morning intending to study but ended up searching up universities instead. Thought of planing my future years.
THen i began to slack around and ws running late and nearly missed the bus!
Came to school. and headed off to my first class for the day...ECONOMICS.
Economcs...gahh..today i ws surprising working my ass off the whole..tho i ws full on talking to dilmah...i stil managed to finish my work.
Then headed off the english.
ME and june had our little laughs when our english teacher...AN OLD MAN WITH A PREGNANT TUMMY... dropped a book andd we wanted to see how he wud managed to pick it up. We kept out eyes glued on him to see when and how he'll pick the book up predicting that either...he'll fall face down when he picks it up..orr he just kneels and picks it up. All in all.. when the bell went... we lost our eye contact and somehow he already picked the book up and we didn't see what happened! well obviously he didn't fall face down! DAMN!
Then recess..
Then had a double of physics. Was absolutely PETRIFIED to find that my family friend was my relief teacher for physics..
I saw a glimpse of her thru the window..and ws praying until i walked into the room that it wsn't her...buttt.. BAD LUCK
rushed to my seat swearing at my life...and blurted it to the guys behind me that it ws my family friends..who BURRSTTT into laughterr!
well she ws extremely nice and let us listen to music. I ws like a ninja at study when i had my i pod on and surprisingly finished about 3 pages of notes in 40 minutes.
Then kept listening to i pod and mucknig around and talking and digging up matters.
Had sport selection, and me and dilmahh FINALLLII ended up choosing badminton. after a lot of change of minds..we finalli ended up choosing badminton! and boyy did we have a masssssive queue. Then went off to catch the bus home.
got home..watched some tv..then ate..then mum left for a program and me sis and dad are at home rite now..
i shud probably get bk to studying soon.
will blog soon later.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

ahhh cbf so check how many days it has been since i blogged
but anyway life has been pretty much on a low profile.
For the past few days, well this week hsn't been going TOO BAD. except exams are heading our way..and everyone seems nervous, anxiouss...andd its all heating up. but then again we all are planning how to cool off after the exams!
But life at school like interms of friends and classmates its been going really good i guess. But for some reason, people in my class have this craze of drawing with a black pen on my arm, representing hair, and aparently with that i'm going to attract this guy(thats seems to be hairy). Which obviously i have no intension in doing. But mainly its all indians in our year making up this shit..so i wudn't realli worry about it.
Yestrday ws realllllllli shitt, cuz i had tution in the morning, and i ws SOO tired in physics and ws soo jealous of pramod who ws dead sleeeping behind us, and i didn't have anyone infront of me :(
Afterschool i ws soo nervous and confused at my english inclass today, but some how i sorted it out. and it all worked out well.
Today econs prep for essay! and possibly some maths revision for exams.
Today at school...WELL INTERESTING DAY.
Human bio, learned a lot of 'out of syllabus' STUFF but still relating to humans. Then at lunch mine and dilas plan for studying for econs ws BOMBED. cuz we got distracted and went to the OVAL!
Thenn.. maths...ws interesting. denis begins to draw dicks on me, and i get mad. Then he keeps drawing lines on my hands. My teacher moves me, saying that, I DISTRACT THE BOYS. and that i am aparently the ROSE between the bees. and that i distract every one around me. well that is i sit nxt to dennis.
but all in all, fun maths lesson.
PHysics...gahhh...i'm surprised that i hvn't fell asleep in that class YET.
We had period off. So i went to lockers...and then to the library. SAT NXT to half of THE INDIAN GANG. Who cudn't stop yapping, so i cudn't do any work...but i learned a lot of productive things while talking to them.
A LOT.
well thats it for today
i think i wrote a lot. but oh well
now off to econs study for the essay!



Thursday, May 13, 2010

GAAAAAAAAAAAHHH hvn't posted for long.
So here i am again. After a hectic two weeks, of period zeros and tests and the retrival of the RESULTS, i guess its gna be on a low profile until EXAAAAAAAAMSS OFCOURSE.
It already heating up! and tensions and nervousness and anxiousness is rising in the airr!
and about 95% of all that is probably from me, i am a person that fricken gets ANXIOUS AND SCAREEDDDD and the worst part isss, the results, not going to thru the exams and getting thru it, but the results.
Its a helpless position i hv to say.
got my results for all the tests. and the ONLYYYYYY ONE im pissed off at ws chem cuz i made silly aaaaaaaaaaaaass mistakesssss but on the other handdd, physicssss, acccccced it with a 90% and econss, acccccccced it with 90% and human bio accccccccced from 97% and currently waiting for my second human bio test, mathss wss 96%.
Soo currently waiting for second human bio test results.
nxt weekk,.,,, econs test, english in class andd human bio test.
and on top of thattt, EXAM REVISION. aaaaaargghhh!!! LIFE ANNOYS ME , JUST BEFORE THE EXAMS THAT IS.
okkk time to complete my addition for my previous bloggg
imma pick up from my move to perth.
Moved to perth in jan 2009. God my 3rd move... posibilly no more moves in the horizon for a couple of years.
Hmmm...perth, lets say, verry simliar to auckland, except warmerrr...and more closer to india and dnt hv to travel for 17 hours to get there like what happened from auckland.
Life picked up into my normal routines very quickk and i got adjusted into perth very well.
School ws my biggest fear cuz i previously went to an ALL GIRLS SCHOOL for a year. It ws ok i guess..but i figured i may as well spend the rest of school years in a MIXED school. and trust me, it ws the BEST decision ever made!
So i joined ROSSMOYNE SENIOR HIGHSCHOOL, didn't get to meet or make friends with MOST OF the peoplee..butt as year 11 took place....boy did i know some people. And it is fricken exciting showing up at school and seeing everrrryone winge winge and winge about how tough their life is either in the school life, friends life or personal life. Not like i enjoy it, but, it makes me feel, when i am worried or i'm winging, i knoww i'm not ALONE!
soo tht brings me to my current point in life, a year 11 student who is not thaaaaaat bright, but still works her butt off to excel the best that i can, and tries to be VERY friendly and helpful to my peers and companions.