2011!

Yay..okay so clearly its been a long time since i last posted...
Since the last time i posted, I finished my Final sem exams, then flew to India for a month holiday. Arrived back on Dec 31st, then, school started after a month.
YEAR 12! Its the year we've all been waiting for you, the year in which all your most important decisions are made. Although the performance for this year does sort of depend your near future, its actually just used for only ONE SOLE purpose, 'ENTRY TO UNIVERSITY'.
It seems unnecessary when you look at it that way. But ofcourse it has its own importance.
After a rocky end to 2010, this year has started off on a good note, corrected a few of my wrongs and life is going good at this point.
School is getting hard to manage, but with a little courage and confidence, i'll make it out successfully. :)

... SIGHHHH...life.

Man this has been one HECTIC and complicated BREAK from school.
Got the shock of my life when i found out that People that i think high of turned out to be the most UNSUPPORTING factors of my life...and certainly rethought about who is important to me and who isn't. Although this was a really hard phase for me to overcome...i'm half way there and hopefully i can live with it without giving in.

At this point in year 11, you feel the most loneliest as everyone you turn to seems just as stressed out and tired as you are. Parents and family...well it doesn't really help when u have Indian parents... but i guess they are a great supporting factor above all. Just that their support and encouragement just doesn't meet our needs at times, which just makes you feel like your the only one out there. I hope it all gets better in the days to come as I need a lot of support, encouragement and care from family and friends.
I really hope there is someone out there that will help me through this phase...I really do.

Oh my god. How can i express the feeling of freedom?
As soon as i exited my exam room, THE SUN JUST SEEMED TO SHINE BRIGHTER, THE WIND JUST SEEMED TO RUSH SLOWER and THE air seemed a lot more pleasant. Well all i can say is, that is feeling of pure freedom!
I am absolutely delighted to have finished my exam and now just nervously waiting for my results. But that aside, I am pumped to have fun at a whole new level.

Topsy tervy life atm.

AAAAAAAH been soo long since i posted!

Well life has been taking a few sharp turns, although i'm still safe on track, some turns have been very painful and on the hand some were very successful.

Semester 2 has started, and i'm ready to turn over a new leaf and try my hardest in all my subjects! Need to review my goals and keeep trying harder and harder until i achieve my maximum capability. Thanks for all the support from my friends and family.

Life at this very moment, is sort of exciting as i'll be moving to my brand new house in about a months' time! YES...it was a VERY quick decision and seems like everything is moving a lot of faster!

School on the other hand is just as usual. Assesments, tests, period zeros and etc.etc.etc. i could go on forever.

First day back, and we are loaded with HOMEWORK! I'm slowly getting around to it, and soon i'll be full on track and on top of everything.

Atm reallllllllllly looking forward to my 16th birthday!!!

Not sure if i'm allowed to host a party, altho i have sort of planned out one.

Amars party during the second week of holidays was FANTASTIC! Had lots of fun although some random incidents occured but overall, those incidents made the birthday boy's day, so guess thats what really matters!

OK thts it for now!

I could a write a million words describing my life atm, but i'd rather leave it at this as i am now getting comments that i am very TALKATIVE.

Will try to cut down on the chatter. >.<

3 down, 3 TO GO!

Yes i can see the finish line that is waiting for me! I"m half way thru! i managed halfway, sure i can manage the rest of the half!

Well finish chem! One subject that im screwed for life! Becuz i luv it soo much..yet i can never get a good score..its like...the subject BEATS ME DOWN! LITERALLI!

But meh, i shud keep hanging in there and i'll get somewhere!:D

Currently giving EVERYONE advices on how to deal with exam pressure and yet i am not gettting anyone to advice me! Im probably twice as much stressed as everyone in school. So kinda pissed that i go off and help everyone and no one turns around for me.

But otherwise, everything is ok i guess. DESPERATELY NEEDS TO SPEND SOME MONEY FOR A SHOPPING SPREEEEE!!! I am dyinggggg to go shopping! I'm going shopping so spend some load of $$$ nxt weekend! Can't wait!

Now that exams are half way..and stress are SUPPOSED to be lowering, my stress level are RISING TO TOP for the results part! Getting through exams is just 50% then getting the results is another 50%. So incredibly STRESSSEDDDDDD OUTTTTT for that occasion.

BUt i know, that even if a get a good score or a bad score, i know i tried my best, and for the final exams i will try harder..and if i still can't get there... then i haven't finished bringing out my optimum best capability.

well thats it for now

EAGERLY WAITING FOR MY 16 BIRTHDAY!!!

2 down 4 to go

aaaaaaahh the satisfaction of getting out the COLD EXAM ROOMS FILLED WITH DEAD SILENCE. That felt incrediblyyy relieving! 2 hours ws haunting, but time flew considering i ws doing MATHS.

But all in all, good exam. Not bad.

Hopefulli everyone else feels the same.

Well becuz theres no school, life is practically on a low profile, and nothing MAJORLY interesting going around.

Found out some shit going around about me, which wsn't the best way to make my day, but a little pissed and annoyed. And very thankful to the people that informed me about it. :D

Also, constantly getting comments about not being INCREDIBLY NICE TO PEOPLE. As I aparently have a tendency in helping everyone? Which i dnt do intentionally considering that most of the people i help talk bull shit behind my back. So need to correct some wrongs i did.

ON friday, i'll have chem exam. and then long weekennd....RELAXXXXX...nott! PHysics, econs and human bio, I wish i cud relax!

Well nothing else other than that. Will keep posting!

haha! one exam down, 5 to go! hope i 'll make it out alive!

I was soo nervous for the ENGLISH exam that i couldn't stop talking loudly. and i just couldn't stay still. Things otherwise are ok i guess, random and normal shit everyday. As pramod says ' normal GG-ness'. This week i have maths exam on wednesday, and chem exam on friday. Next week i have a human bio exam on tuesday, then econs exam on thursday and finalli, physic exam on friday. I would be 110% releived next weekend and will be 150% releived if i get my desired marks for my exams! Lets hope and pray.

btw to everyone out there reading this, and that goes to rossy and is in year 11 or 12...GOOD LUCK FOR ALL YOUR EXAMS!