2011!

Yay..okay so clearly its been a long time since i last posted...
Since the last time i posted, I finished my Final sem exams, then flew to India for a month holiday. Arrived back on Dec 31st, then, school started after a month.
YEAR 12! Its the year we've all been waiting for you, the year in which all your most important decisions are made. Although the performance for this year does sort of depend your near future, its actually just used for only ONE SOLE purpose, 'ENTRY TO UNIVERSITY'.
It seems unnecessary when you look at it that way. But ofcourse it has its own importance.
After a rocky end to 2010, this year has started off on a good note, corrected a few of my wrongs and life is going good at this point.
School is getting hard to manage, but with a little courage and confidence, i'll make it out successfully. :)

... SIGHHHH...life.

Man this has been one HECTIC and complicated BREAK from school.
Got the shock of my life when i found out that People that i think high of turned out to be the most UNSUPPORTING factors of my life...and certainly rethought about who is important to me and who isn't. Although this was a really hard phase for me to overcome...i'm half way there and hopefully i can live with it without giving in.

At this point in year 11, you feel the most loneliest as everyone you turn to seems just as stressed out and tired as you are. Parents and family...well it doesn't really help when u have Indian parents... but i guess they are a great supporting factor above all. Just that their support and encouragement just doesn't meet our needs at times, which just makes you feel like your the only one out there. I hope it all gets better in the days to come as I need a lot of support, encouragement and care from family and friends.
I really hope there is someone out there that will help me through this phase...I really do.

Oh my god. How can i express the feeling of freedom?
As soon as i exited my exam room, THE SUN JUST SEEMED TO SHINE BRIGHTER, THE WIND JUST SEEMED TO RUSH SLOWER and THE air seemed a lot more pleasant. Well all i can say is, that is feeling of pure freedom!
I am absolutely delighted to have finished my exam and now just nervously waiting for my results. But that aside, I am pumped to have fun at a whole new level.

Topsy tervy life atm.

AAAAAAAH been soo long since i posted!

Well life has been taking a few sharp turns, although i'm still safe on track, some turns have been very painful and on the hand some were very successful.

Semester 2 has started, and i'm ready to turn over a new leaf and try my hardest in all my subjects! Need to review my goals and keeep trying harder and harder until i achieve my maximum capability. Thanks for all the support from my friends and family.

Life at this very moment, is sort of exciting as i'll be moving to my brand new house in about a months' time! YES...it was a VERY quick decision and seems like everything is moving a lot of faster!

School on the other hand is just as usual. Assesments, tests, period zeros and etc.etc.etc. i could go on forever.

First day back, and we are loaded with HOMEWORK! I'm slowly getting around to it, and soon i'll be full on track and on top of everything.

Atm reallllllllllly looking forward to my 16th birthday!!!

Not sure if i'm allowed to host a party, altho i have sort of planned out one.

Amars party during the second week of holidays was FANTASTIC! Had lots of fun although some random incidents occured but overall, those incidents made the birthday boy's day, so guess thats what really matters!

OK thts it for now!

I could a write a million words describing my life atm, but i'd rather leave it at this as i am now getting comments that i am very TALKATIVE.

Will try to cut down on the chatter. >.<

3 down, 3 TO GO!

Yes i can see the finish line that is waiting for me! I"m half way thru! i managed halfway, sure i can manage the rest of the half!

Well finish chem! One subject that im screwed for life! Becuz i luv it soo much..yet i can never get a good score..its like...the subject BEATS ME DOWN! LITERALLI!

But meh, i shud keep hanging in there and i'll get somewhere!:D

Currently giving EVERYONE advices on how to deal with exam pressure and yet i am not gettting anyone to advice me! Im probably twice as much stressed as everyone in school. So kinda pissed that i go off and help everyone and no one turns around for me.

But otherwise, everything is ok i guess. DESPERATELY NEEDS TO SPEND SOME MONEY FOR A SHOPPING SPREEEEE!!! I am dyinggggg to go shopping! I'm going shopping so spend some load of $$$ nxt weekend! Can't wait!

Now that exams are half way..and stress are SUPPOSED to be lowering, my stress level are RISING TO TOP for the results part! Getting through exams is just 50% then getting the results is another 50%. So incredibly STRESSSEDDDDDD OUTTTTT for that occasion.

BUt i know, that even if a get a good score or a bad score, i know i tried my best, and for the final exams i will try harder..and if i still can't get there... then i haven't finished bringing out my optimum best capability.

well thats it for now

EAGERLY WAITING FOR MY 16 BIRTHDAY!!!

2 down 4 to go

aaaaaaahh the satisfaction of getting out the COLD EXAM ROOMS FILLED WITH DEAD SILENCE. That felt incrediblyyy relieving! 2 hours ws haunting, but time flew considering i ws doing MATHS.

But all in all, good exam. Not bad.

Hopefulli everyone else feels the same.

Well becuz theres no school, life is practically on a low profile, and nothing MAJORLY interesting going around.

Found out some shit going around about me, which wsn't the best way to make my day, but a little pissed and annoyed. And very thankful to the people that informed me about it. :D

Also, constantly getting comments about not being INCREDIBLY NICE TO PEOPLE. As I aparently have a tendency in helping everyone? Which i dnt do intentionally considering that most of the people i help talk bull shit behind my back. So need to correct some wrongs i did.

ON friday, i'll have chem exam. and then long weekennd....RELAXXXXX...nott! PHysics, econs and human bio, I wish i cud relax!

Well nothing else other than that. Will keep posting!

haha! one exam down, 5 to go! hope i 'll make it out alive!

I was soo nervous for the ENGLISH exam that i couldn't stop talking loudly. and i just couldn't stay still. Things otherwise are ok i guess, random and normal shit everyday. As pramod says ' normal GG-ness'. This week i have maths exam on wednesday, and chem exam on friday. Next week i have a human bio exam on tuesday, then econs exam on thursday and finalli, physic exam on friday. I would be 110% releived next weekend and will be 150% releived if i get my desired marks for my exams! Lets hope and pray.

btw to everyone out there reading this, and that goes to rossy and is in year 11 or 12...GOOD LUCK FOR ALL YOUR EXAMS!

ok i realise that i'm blogging more often now! yay!

well todayy ws sort of fun!

woke up in the morning intending to study but ended up searching up universities instead. Thought of planing my future years.

THen i began to slack around and ws running late and nearly missed the bus!

Came to school. and headed off to my first class for the day...ECONOMICS.

Economcs...gahh..today i ws surprising working my ass off the whole..tho i ws full on talking to dilmah...i stil managed to finish my work.

Then headed off the english.

ME and june had our little laughs when our english teacher...AN OLD MAN WITH A PREGNANT TUMMY... dropped a book andd we wanted to see how he wud managed to pick it up. We kept out eyes glued on him to see when and how he'll pick the book up predicting that either...he'll fall face down when he picks it up..orr he just kneels and picks it up. All in all.. when the bell went... we lost our eye contact and somehow he already picked the book up and we didn't see what happened! well obviously he didn't fall face down! DAMN!

Then recess..

Then had a double of physics. Was absolutely PETRIFIED to find that my family friend was my relief teacher for physics..

I saw a glimpse of her thru the window..and ws praying until i walked into the room that it wsn't her...buttt.. BAD LUCK

rushed to my seat swearing at my life...and blurted it to the guys behind me that it ws my family friends..who BURRSTTT into laughterr!

well she ws extremely nice and let us listen to music. I ws like a ninja at study when i had my i pod on and surprisingly finished about 3 pages of notes in 40 minutes.

Then kept listening to i pod and mucknig around and talking and digging up matters.

Had sport selection, and me and dilmahh FINALLLII ended up choosing badminton. after a lot of change of minds..we finalli ended up choosing badminton! and boyy did we have a masssssive queue. Then went off to catch the bus home.

got home..watched some tv..then ate..then mum left for a program and me sis and dad are at home rite now..

i shud probably get bk to studying soon.

will blog soon later.

ahhh cbf so check how many days it has been since i blogged

but anyway life has been pretty much on a low profile.

For the past few days, well this week hsn't been going TOO BAD. except exams are heading our way..and everyone seems nervous, anxiouss...andd its all heating up. but then again we all are planning how to cool off after the exams!

But life at school like interms of friends and classmates its been going really good i guess. But for some reason, people in my class have this craze of drawing with a black pen on my arm, representing hair, and aparently with that i'm going to attract this guy(thats seems to be hairy). Which obviously i have no intension in doing. But mainly its all indians in our year making up this shit..so i wudn't realli worry about it.

Yestrday ws realllllllli shitt, cuz i had tution in the morning, and i ws SOO tired in physics and ws soo jealous of pramod who ws dead sleeeping behind us, and i didn't have anyone infront of me :(

Afterschool i ws soo nervous and confused at my english inclass today, but some how i sorted it out. and it all worked out well.

Today econs prep for essay! and possibly some maths revision for exams.

Today at school...WELL INTERESTING DAY.

Human bio, learned a lot of 'out of syllabus' STUFF but still relating to humans. Then at lunch mine and dilas plan for studying for econs ws BOMBED. cuz we got distracted and went to the OVAL!

Thenn.. maths...ws interesting. denis begins to draw dicks on me, and i get mad. Then he keeps drawing lines on my hands. My teacher moves me, saying that, I DISTRACT THE BOYS. and that i am aparently the ROSE between the bees. and that i distract every one around me. well that is i sit nxt to dennis.

but all in all, fun maths lesson.

PHysics...gahhh...i'm surprised that i hvn't fell asleep in that class YET.

We had period off. So i went to lockers...and then to the library. SAT NXT to half of THE INDIAN GANG. Who cudn't stop yapping, so i cudn't do any work...but i learned a lot of productive things while talking to them.

A LOT.

well thats it for today

i think i wrote a lot. but oh well

now off to econs study for the essay!

GAAAAAAAAAAAHHH hvn't posted for long.

So here i am again. After a hectic two weeks, of period zeros and tests and the retrival of the RESULTS, i guess its gna be on a low profile until EXAAAAAAAAMSS OFCOURSE.

It already heating up! and tensions and nervousness and anxiousness is rising in the airr!

and about 95% of all that is probably from me, i am a person that fricken gets ANXIOUS AND SCAREEDDDD and the worst part isss, the results, not going to thru the exams and getting thru it, but the results.

Its a helpless position i hv to say.

got my results for all the tests. and the ONLYYYYYY ONE im pissed off at ws chem cuz i made silly aaaaaaaaaaaaass mistakesssss but on the other handdd, physicssss, acccccced it with a 90% and econss, acccccccced it with 90% and human bio accccccccced from 97% and currently waiting for my second human bio test, mathss wss 96%.

Soo currently waiting for second human bio test results.

nxt weekk,.,,, econs test, english in class andd human bio test.

and on top of thattt, EXAM REVISION. aaaaaargghhh!!! LIFE ANNOYS ME , JUST BEFORE THE EXAMS THAT IS.

okkk time to complete my addition for my previous bloggg

imma pick up from my move to perth.

Moved to perth in jan 2009. God my 3rd move... posibilly no more moves in the horizon for a couple of years.

Hmmm...perth, lets say, verry simliar to auckland, except warmerrr...and more closer to india and dnt hv to travel for 17 hours to get there like what happened from auckland.

Life picked up into my normal routines very quickk and i got adjusted into perth very well.

School ws my biggest fear cuz i previously went to an ALL GIRLS SCHOOL for a year. It ws ok i guess..but i figured i may as well spend the rest of school years in a MIXED school. and trust me, it ws the BEST decision ever made!

So i joined ROSSMOYNE SENIOR HIGHSCHOOL, didn't get to meet or make friends with MOST OF the peoplee..butt as year 11 took place....boy did i know some people. And it is fricken exciting showing up at school and seeing everrrryone winge winge and winge about how tough their life is either in the school life, friends life or personal life. Not like i enjoy it, but, it makes me feel, when i am worried or i'm winging, i knoww i'm not ALONE!

soo tht brings me to my current point in life, a year 11 student who is not thaaaaaat bright, but still works her butt off to excel the best that i can, and tries to be VERY friendly and helpful to my peers and companions.

Me in detail

I figured that most of the people that know..usually at school..don't know me enuf..andd they may just assume my certain characteristics which may not always be true! So thought of pulling out my details..and sharing it with everyone.

I am a girl who has never lived in her native country. As much as i've wished to, I have never had a chance to. When i was 2 months old, I had my very first air travel to Jubail, Saudi Arabia. I lived there for about 3 years. I met up with my BESTEST friend, Joel, in jubail. It is one of the important cities of my life because i met my best friend there. Then moved to another city in saudi arabia, possibly a safer and a more popular city called khobar. NO matter how far apart i was from Joel, it never stopped us from seeing each other, we saw each every weekend, and spent a considerable amount of time with each other. Every weekend I would eagerly wait for his arrival, impatiently waiting to share my experiences in the past week and time would fly at its fastest when i was with him. We fought occasionally! It was never that we were always nice and polite to eachother. We had our ups and downs. But he was the only person i would open up to even 15 years later.

I started school at the age of 5. TO be very frank, my parents went through a lot of hardship in trying to join me at school, because i simply cudn't stay away from my parents. When young, I was never a girl who was outgoing, I would always stick to my mum and usually not talk to any one at all. School slowly began to be more friendly and i eventually started school. I never had a close friend. In fact my only best friend lived 100 kms away in jubail. And being very honest, i never found a close friend at school until i moved to new zealand. Time flew when i was at khobar. Soon after an year i began to nervously and excitedly wait for my younger sister's arrival. As she arrived my life was filled with happiness. I had a companion, someone i cud stare at all day and still be amused. School began to get tougherr...and i was never the smartest. Though i ws bright, i never put it into practise. I got tution and began to get very good grades by year 4. I was ranked very high in year 4 before i decided to move to auckland, New zealand. One of my biggest mile stones was moving there. But never in my life, have a missed a place soo badly, saudi arabia.

At new zealand, i met my second best friend, Richa.

New zealand taught me very valuable lessons. First of all, it taught me how to deal with different types of people due to the multicultured society i was living in. It taught me how to talk to people. How to speak in an accent that is not indian. and several other thingss...which i can never forget..

5 years progressed very quickly...and before i knew it..i was preparing for my third move , to perth, australia.

wil complete this later...

My second entry after a loooooooonnggg break.

Todayy..ahh lets start off with yestrday..which is friday..

i had a medical test in the morning..and i went to school late..

as i got to schooll heard that others got their economics test results...and me-aching to know the results...didn't get it..and had to wait either till tuesday nxt weekk..or i had to hunt down my teacher...after lunch..which ws tricky cuz i had a seminar to attend..

found my marks and ws STUNNED...AT HOW DISASTROUS MY RESULTS WERE.

But thot about it...and said...hey its only one test..and just try harder nxt time! (my brand new moto)

then attended the seminar..which had some VERY valuable information that i will certainly never forget during my schooling years..

went to library to kill time..then got the bus and went home..i seriously cudn't be bothered to do ANY work soo decided to muck around and watched the half of a movie..

then prepared for my VEENA class(indian classical intrument) and dad dropped me off..

an hour later...went straight to parents's friends house..and fell asleep watching a movie.. had caramel macadamia nut ice creamm..and headed bk home and hit the sack.

this morning i woke up at 8.45 and had breakfast while watching tv...and then went to do chem HW..then realised that i shud gather up some study techniques to use for my cuming up exams...which are seriously scaring the crap out of me. so far...ive found very valuable advices and techniques..and atm..i'm realli hungryy...so i'm gna head off and eat something..

my verryyy first blog entry.

Woww...first blog entry..better try and make it as exciting as i possibly can.

Well today i woke up at 6.30 to go for a 10 k bike ride with my dad and came bk around an hour later...

i slacked off and sat watching two episodes of friends.

I got hungry for breakfast and began to search the pantry...and wound SPAGETTTI! thot of hving spagetti on toast.

Reading the product description..godd i wanted to eat it soooo bad..butt....came to know that i cudn't find my can openerr....

Then i just had whateva i found... in the kitchennn...andd..mucked aroundd here and there.

At about 11 i headed out to the big w in riverton and thot of handing in my resume ...and then i headed off to carousel to drop my resume off the two others shops.

Came bk..had lunch...while watching friends..(ok i get it i'm obsessed with it) thenn thot of mucking around on facebook and internet generalli.

I did some work for my english project..andd is still working at it. Soon i will head into my exam and test revision for my subjects....andd god hope i stick to it..and don't begin to muck around..becuz i do not want to regrett the time i spend slacking off where i cud've studied!

well thats all for today...i dnt see any exciting events heading my way for today...lets wait till tomrrow and see.